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by Trenta on Apr 25, 2012 at 07:05 AM}
I struggle with forgiveness. I don't know how others do it so easily, letting it slide from their backs like water from a leaf. My father has become neutral. For all intensive purposes, though he does not follow darkness, he does not follow light. It's hard to see if that is a loss or a victory for me, but he's stopped killing, and lives for my mother.

Mother....She has said she has forsaken the darkness, but to what end? I believe it's taken her sanity and it's all I can do to stand there and watch them crawl. To see my parents half way out of the pits of darkness, only to know they have a long way to go, and don't want my help.

I am angry at them for that. I brood and hurt and it's all I can do to keep from taking it out on my sweet Lucian. I am so lost, and the light is silent in its answers. Perhaps the silence is the answer. How can I forgive a lifetime of hate and hurt, and welcome my parents to the light? That said, if they come to it at all.

I struggle for answers constantly in my tomes and books. I seek answers to expedite their healing, but I don't think that is even possible, I can write no more, and must return to my studies.

I found another book on the twilight sect, maybe it can give me some clue as to help them.

Viola Stanbridge (Clergy of the Holy Light)
Betrothed to Lucian (Clergy of the Holy Light)
Daughter of Artirus Stanbridge and Rachet Stanbridge (Echos of the lost)


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